Our inner life is an endless field for creativity and self-development, where reason and emotion work in close tandem.

Inner Resonance: Cultivating Self-Discipline and Harmony

Our inner life is an endless field for creativity and self-development, where reason and emotion work in close tandem. At the core of my approach lies the ability to keep primal impulses under control and not let fleeting emotions obscure true values. This conscious limitation of quick, nearly automatic reactions is not a rejection of emotions, but their thoughtful and disciplined transformation into a source of strength and wisdom.

At the same time, I feel a deep connection with nature, which allows me to experience joy, inspiration, and tranquility that enrich the inner world. Nature is not merely a backdrop to our lives, but an active partner in the quest for balance, harmony, and genuine self-awareness. It is in this vast expanse of the elements that I find the energy that helps me perceive the beauty of life beyond traditional romantic relationships.

By combining the pursuit of self-awareness and respect for my inner convictions with a love for the surrounding world, I create a life filled with deep and multifaceted sensations. This philosophy not only preserves personal dignity but also provides the strength for new discoveries and inspiration, transforming every moment into a step toward harmony and inner equilibrium.

What are you engaged in on a psychological level, beyond traditional relationships and infatuation?

On a psychological level, I focus on developing the inner world and self-discipline, aimed at resisting merely the conventional emotions of romantic attachment. This includes the conscious restraint of one’s basic instincts and desires, which essentially reflects a civilized attitude toward people and the world. As noted in one source:

"A civilized person has always believed that one must restrain one’s instincts and desires. If you never restrain the instinct for self-preservation, you will be considered a coward. If you do not restrain the pull toward profit, you will be considered greedy. Even sleep should not be indulged if you are a watchman. Yet any cruelty and any betrayal are justified when it comes to infatuation and passion. All this resembles a moral system whereby stealing is forbidden, but stealing apricots is permissible. And if you begin to object, they will reply with reasonings or proclamations about the truth, beauty, and even sanctity of passion, accusing you of puritanical disgust toward the joys of love. I will not accept that reproach. If I believe that boys should not steal apricots, does that mean I am against apricots or against boys? Perhaps, I am against stealing?"
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Simultaneously, the focus shifts away from purely interpersonal connections: I seek comfort and inspiration in the world of nature, which becomes a source of deep emotional resonance and self-awareness. This is expressed in my willingness to feel toward the world around me, its elements, and its unadulterated beauty:

"And I loved the air, the wind, the clouds; the cliffs were dear to me, and I spiritually connected with the minerals, especially the crystalline ones; I loved birds, and most of all, plants and the sea. This statement, of course, should be taken with some reservations: there were exceptions, particular favorites in every setting. But the overall direction of my affections was precisely this."
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Thus, beyond traditional relationships and infatuation, my primary psychological focus is on achieving inner balance, self-regulation, and seeking profound harmony with nature, which allows me to enrich my inner life and create a broader spectrum of emotional experiences beyond ordinary romantic bonds.